I want to be….

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When I was young, I used to write poems in my diary. I guess I still have the diary @ my father's place. The diary is incomplete, one poem to go most definitely, named "Aunty". Couldn't complete it  before  she passed away. I was a kid back then. I wish I had fulfilled her wish on time. I wish I was more mature then, if I had I would have guided myself to become what I wanted to be.*maybe* Back then I wanted to be a scriptwriter, can you imagine that, kids my age @ that place didn't know what exactly was a scriptwriter. Nobody knows this, until now of course, I used to scribble small notes to myself and I used to keep them in toothpaste boxes and hide them behind my pile of books inside my book shelf. They contained secret notes. I wonder where did I get those crazy ideas from. After a while I was very unwell, I looked really skinny, lost a lot of weight, then I thought of being a model. *laughs* I still wanna win the Miss India crown, still haven't given up, not until 2 years from now, after that I won't qualify anymore. *sulk* Then came a phase in my life, when I was happy n satisfied, I didn't think what I wanted to do, actually I didn't think anything. This phase in my life continued for long and was surrounded by friends was fun filled.*smile* Now I wanted to be a lawyer, screwed my chances of becoming one, ended up in an engineering college. I also wanted to be like Barkha Dutt-the famous journalist and also wanted to be a psychologist at some point in my life. The 1st one because I watched news a lot and loved the idea of being able to deliver news to somebody and the 2nd choice because I wanted to understand em-es better. Before I could figure out what I actually wanted, I was already graduating. Finally, I'm going to be an engineer. (Don't know what expression should I be having right now!) . My experience in college, tought not miserable, wasn't fantastic either.

Sayonara June

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Atta girl(AG) (What does attagirl mean?) started writing because she wanted the document her happy and colourful world forever. But now AG finds out colours of life keep changing everytime and they are not always bright. There are many things which, AG carries in her heart right now. And AG has always had many people she could talk to but now she share's things with the virtual world she created. AG thought she hated em-es for what has been going on. But she guesses her love for em-es is not over yet. It hurt AG when she figured how some people are not worthy of visiting her or of the treatment they've got on their visits. AG has always overrated people in her life.* Durge has feelings for Sr. Like always AG got to know that from a third person. And AG totally feels that Durge should leave AG's friends and family alone, coz she keeps bumping into either of them time to time. The partial purpose of AG getting out of Durge's life was leaving her and her love life to prosper coz she always came in between. Now that AG is out of her life, Durge should get together with him. AG misses being called "aunty". She misses all the guys there, each one of 'em. She feels they were so much better. They always did a "namaste aunty" when they came over. She misses that. And chubby is getting worse day by day, totally jealous types. Can't image jealously out of happiness of a friend when you are not a part of that celebration..!! Mongolian goose is mad, has a bad temper, doesn't totally know what love is and love is definitely madness for MG. AG hope MG's madness affects others life positively. Good things happening in cherry's life--totally on track and completely smooth right now. AG is happy for cherry. 

*PS: phoo & amu, BO loves you.

Life without a mobile phone..!!

BO's pink Nokia 2626 has still not recovered from the shock it got from the head bang after it dropped. So BO has gone mobile-less. Those who follow her here, there's a message for them: Don't waste your sms packs on her coz she won't be able to view your messages and contact her on her land number or through the internet. She has decided to go mobile-less for a while now. SM broke BO's favorite photo frame which was a gift by her BFF. In the fond memory of both of the above things BO uploads their pics which are going to be here forever. Life without a mobile phone is a hard decision that BO has taken, she doesn't know how far would she be successful, but she is ready to give it a try. She needs to justify her choice to herself. She agrees a mobile is worth many things. She lists them and checks out what is something she would miss while not having a mobile phone. Here's goes the list:
1. She receives calls  (land phone recues her here)
2. She makes calls     (         ditto          )
3. When she is out and somebody wants to reach her or she wants to reach someone ( friends phone number for really important people for really urgent calls could be an option or work phone can also help but it wouldn't be always very comfortable)
4. Sending and receiving messages (BO believes mobile phone is a very personal device and why are social networking sites for..!! Messages from all friends can be sent and received there)
5. Alarm (could use any other device)
6. Notes and record (could be maintained in her diary or laptop)
7. Entertainment (an ipod takes care of that)
Basically this is it! All the above things can be taken care of but, the thoughts are only needed to be put into action. What if I actually REALLY-REALLY miss it??? That's natural, but lets hope for the best. Fingers crossed..!!

o.O

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BO targets to upload 5 new same as usual, boring posts to her blog. Effort begins. Well BO is now miserably performing on her friends' count. Decrementing one after another with no vital mistake on her part.*Thinking* Other than that BO is remaining low-key, reason she hasn't figured out as yet. BO's temper level remains high these days. Her non-functional mobile display is the consequence of her previous statement. BO loved herself a lot but these days she's failing to do so. She cries frequently, remains at her den mostly, avoids calls and makes unsuccessful plans..!! *big sigh* There's no fairy or prince to rescue her. Unfair she thinks..!!* :( * Her latest observations have been giving her a bad time. She does not want to loose another friend or get into a fight. Playing it safe is the only option she guesses. ρ(sai) can't be bothered due to exams. Sat is maniacally watching OTH. *BO does ditto*  BO is ashamed though. BO hopes her decision is correct and low-key is the best option though she is not used to it. And updates on her 4wheeler skills, she's totally ruling it..!! *weak smile* BO hates to lie to herself. She has been ignoring her mind since exam. It's tiring, she can't do it anymore. Neither can she do anything to silent the voices in her mind. *SUGGEST THINGS 2 DO (to keep her occupied)* She is not anymore the same girl, does not speak her mind. Being politically correct is killing her like any slow poison. And dark circles and pimples absolutely free with it. She surprises herself with her extreme behavior these days. Not watching FIFA'10, reason OTH. But that has paused too. Can't figure out, how to be happy again. Wants to participate in public-speaking and stuff because she loves to win the audience or wants to fight a court case and win it coz she would love to that too. Guessing these are the two things she has figured which can make her happy. A lot of good gossip could also ease the pain or maybe a nice caring & loving boyfriend would help *BO in fantasy land* proof of her being a true Sagittarian. Kiddo is tormented. She can't choose one, but, finally she has narrowed down to +2 Sc. Those days of decision making were difficult. I blame few things on myself too. Like showing her the other side and judging her wrong, which helped confuse her more. BO needs a change of place. And I really wish CHUBBY gets committed to CHERRY. It'll really help my situation. People confuse romances in friendship to be love in the west. But here people in love confuse it to be friendship because of the societal pressure. *frown* BO should really ask her parents about some short tour or vacation or maybe she should concentrate on more important tasks of life. *Confused* Anyhow BO has to save herself from all of this and she is sure she will..!! *Promises herself*. BO listened to Owl City and loved it. Her favorite is "Hello Seattle". The song that best suites BO state right now is Every Part of Me -By Miley Cyrus. Catch it @ "ilisten2"..!!

Used & Useless

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Seniors were bid farewell by a small farewell party. Now, sach ka samna, we are getting old..!! The terror  the last semester bought with it is finally over *. There is a long gap until the next agonizing one begins. Figured out the rest was to be given to dear BRAIN immediately in the form of sleep. Spending the rest of the vacation would be just figured inside the sleepy head i.e. in my dreams. Days rolled by, Mr. Brain got the lost energy and enthusiasm back. FB and internet kept me occupied sometimes. Driving lesson helped me wake up early. *SHOUTS & CHEERS* Daily health issues helped me pass time plus unsuccessful plans made over phone with friends used some of my time. Watching ONE TREE HILL like a maniac consumed a lot of my precious time**. Now I feel completely useless because I waste so much time..!! Complaining when used too much and whining when useless, always have been an extremist. Learning the art of an average life will come with time. Thinking that posting into you would keep me thoughtful and occupied. Love ya…,

*P.S- It still gives me nightmares.

**   - I love both nathan & haley but I love nathan more, always and forever.

Wake up Sid aka Prusty...!!

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Well I promised him long ago that I would write an article on him, but didn't find time for it. But now I fulfill this promise of mine plus this is his birthday gift also.*HEE-HEE* Let me first justify the header "Wake up Prusty", it's because I feel he's blessed with a great persona and he could use it do so many more things which are undone. He's a very straightforward guy. And he's this person who is a thoroughly entertaining companion. Time just flies for everybody when he's around. He has this very special quality of making everyone around him feel very comfortable. The best part about him according to me would be his hairstyle. Personally I just love that style and you bet, all heads would turn to see that and I thinks it suits him perfectly, it adds a lot to his personality. I know he would say, "It's difficult to maintain." I do agree with him, but I'm sure he can keep up. If after reading all this anyone of you is thinking of hitting on him, then, caution girls: "He's certainly not single and has very pretty girlfriend." I wish I could put up a picture of him for all you people to take a look but sadly I don't have one. Of course the suspense of the entire article is the best part..!!

Keep wondering ;-)