The Cotton Candy effect

:) :)

When BO finished writing just the title of the post, she was speechless. Yes that’s the effect CC has on her !

NARRATOR : BO is only reminiscent of the first time ever she talked to CC. They have been talking since long now. After her first phone convo with CC, butter chkn had warned her and asked her to strictly maintain one hand distance. Though BO was alert and aware of the warnings, she doesn't know how and when was she CHARMED ! Life was good, until one fine day BO realized she was bitten by the bug! She was under complete denial and called it habit, addiction, etc. When in conversation with CC, BO slips into this "THINKING ALOUD" state of affairs.

It was the 20th of some month, BO used every inch of her pea sized brain to find her answers. She decided to take help from CC. So in her pursuit of finding help, she bombed some mega hypothetical questions @ CC. Witty CC survived all of those bombs, being of not much help. (On that day, during/after the bombing, CC did go on a soul searching -As reported by the TIMES OF COTTON-CANDY.)

ACT -I (SCENE -I)

Friday, 28 January 2011, before the dawn break. Boys night-out at Jen's place.

CC(panting)- I reached at Jens, I'll call you later.

While waiting for the call BO is reading n researching future with Linda Goodman. Sadly, Linda dampens her spirit which makes her feel nervous and mega-apprehensive. CC calls !

CC- have I proposed to you before?

BO- no

 ~The rest is history in the making~

~ In love with ~

-phone

-the pink heart

-CC

-the 1st meet

-sweet shock (The 31st January, car ride with angel n asha )

"Do what you love. And while you're at it, don't forget to have fun !"  BO is having fun and learning so much. And about the future, she feels, if you put your mind to it, nothing is impossible.

Let the love n care never fade or don't get it lost, while dealing with the humdrum affairs of life. Make each other feel special time to time. Keep surprising each other and the rest is going to be the best. Yes! that is what you get, the best and only the best !

:) :)

Long Back

Fell ill (the "mini swine flu" I call it) on Aug'10 for around 15days…. Missed college a lot these days…. Life has become dull (I hold the weather responsible..!!)…. Was elected into the students  committee… thot wud post a lot but I guess the spark is in me missing… have landed myself in the pseudo BF headline… was fun in the beginning but has become upsetting lately…. A change of place or an excursion is seriously required as I've become stagnant..  I derived happiness from very small things  n wanted to share those, had framed sentence in mind also but sadly I've forgotten every single word… this post is being drafted coz there hasn't been a post for too long but  again I promise myself not to get whip washed by my mood swings nd handle them well next time…

Guess what I found my first crush on facebook nd we shared all the silly things I did in school arnd him !! It was great fun..!! I surprised myself when I was sharing the minute details wid him… I remembered a lot of things, nd it ws unbelievable coz I'm the forgetful kind… I guess I've had only two very serious crushes so far..!! Lol... After I talked to him, I remembered his exact old phone number which was 2433135… I guess that was it but haven't verified from him yet…!!  Lol

Don't dial, I don’t know whom does it belong to now..

Way to go...

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Now I know wat comes along with being a journo, I always knew I wanted to be one! You must be also knowing, if you had read my earlier posts..!! Now here's what is probable:-

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Did u see dat?? I always wanted to marry a south east Asian or a Korean or a Tibetan or an American or an Italian. Sorry! It keeps changing..!! Latest, I want to marry a Spaniard. They have been so sportive. They are my true gentlemen. I love you Iker Cassilas and I know you love your family, brother n girlfriend. :(

*laughs* I like the above fact too. And Iniesta, I love your blue eyes. And coach has encouraged them so much, I love him. Muahh..!! And Paul (the oracle octopus), CONGRATS..!!

Cheers and hugs form me to the Spanish team-the FIFA winners. *WINK*

o.O

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BO targets to upload 5 new same as usual, boring posts to her blog. Effort begins. Well BO is now miserably performing on her friends' count. Decrementing one after another with no vital mistake on her part.*Thinking* Other than that BO is remaining low-key, reason she hasn't figured out as yet. BO's temper level remains high these days. Her non-functional mobile display is the consequence of her previous statement. BO loved herself a lot but these days she's failing to do so. She cries frequently, remains at her den mostly, avoids calls and makes unsuccessful plans..!! *big sigh* There's no fairy or prince to rescue her. Unfair she thinks..!!* :( * Her latest observations have been giving her a bad time. She does not want to loose another friend or get into a fight. Playing it safe is the only option she guesses. ρ(sai) can't be bothered due to exams. Sat is maniacally watching OTH. *BO does ditto*  BO is ashamed though. BO hopes her decision is correct and low-key is the best option though she is not used to it. And updates on her 4wheeler skills, she's totally ruling it..!! *weak smile* BO hates to lie to herself. She has been ignoring her mind since exam. It's tiring, she can't do it anymore. Neither can she do anything to silent the voices in her mind. *SUGGEST THINGS 2 DO (to keep her occupied)* She is not anymore the same girl, does not speak her mind. Being politically correct is killing her like any slow poison. And dark circles and pimples absolutely free with it. She surprises herself with her extreme behavior these days. Not watching FIFA'10, reason OTH. But that has paused too. Can't figure out, how to be happy again. Wants to participate in public-speaking and stuff because she loves to win the audience or wants to fight a court case and win it coz she would love to that too. Guessing these are the two things she has figured which can make her happy. A lot of good gossip could also ease the pain or maybe a nice caring & loving boyfriend would help *BO in fantasy land* proof of her being a true Sagittarian. Kiddo is tormented. She can't choose one, but, finally she has narrowed down to +2 Sc. Those days of decision making were difficult. I blame few things on myself too. Like showing her the other side and judging her wrong, which helped confuse her more. BO needs a change of place. And I really wish CHUBBY gets committed to CHERRY. It'll really help my situation. People confuse romances in friendship to be love in the west. But here people in love confuse it to be friendship because of the societal pressure. *frown* BO should really ask her parents about some short tour or vacation or maybe she should concentrate on more important tasks of life. *Confused* Anyhow BO has to save herself from all of this and she is sure she will..!! *Promises herself*. BO listened to Owl City and loved it. Her favorite is "Hello Seattle". The song that best suites BO state right now is Every Part of Me -By Miley Cyrus. Catch it @ "ilisten2"..!!

Not Again..!!

Just now I finished a grueling set of argumentative conversation with Sms. Gola was the presiding judge for toady..!! Just one year before, it was Tims..!! And everything else was almost the same…for e.g. BO and Sms. We cleared things(I guess so). Things were long pending in Sms's mind. She said she never found the right time to share. One simple logic that I follow is, if there are things that you don't like, you don't do them. People may not like this about me, n may think I'm selfish n stuff. But I'm not..!!

I don't do things I don't like because I'm entitled to my own opinion. And owing to my true Sagittarian traits, I'm very freedom loving, free spirited, casual, a joker and independent. I find my freedom anyway, what so ever. If it's denied to me-I fight for it..!! Last thing I would like to say is I haven't done anything to harm anyone intentionally. I do feel revengeful at times, but definitely not for long. And taking a revenge or fighting goes against my dignity. I won't ever stoop down so low, ever in my life. And I have a short term memory. And I completely believe in forgive n forget policy. I guess that's my mantra for happiness in life. And I'm a very low expectations and high satisfaction kinda person. Therefore I don't get hurt easily. It's called "GALUA" in my mother tongue. So there you go…

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong."-Rabindranath Tagore

"Wealth consists not in having great possessions, but in having few wants."-Epicurus

"The real test of power is not capacity to make war but capacity to prevent it."-Anne O Hare McCormick

"Too often a sense of loyalty depends on admiration, and if we can't admire it's difficult to be loyal."

-Aimee Buchanan