Life without a mobile phone..!!

BO's pink Nokia 2626 has still not recovered from the shock it got from the head bang after it dropped. So BO has gone mobile-less. Those who follow her here, there's a message for them: Don't waste your sms packs on her coz she won't be able to view your messages and contact her on her land number or through the internet. She has decided to go mobile-less for a while now. SM broke BO's favorite photo frame which was a gift by her BFF. In the fond memory of both of the above things BO uploads their pics which are going to be here forever. Life without a mobile phone is a hard decision that BO has taken, she doesn't know how far would she be successful, but she is ready to give it a try. She needs to justify her choice to herself. She agrees a mobile is worth many things. She lists them and checks out what is something she would miss while not having a mobile phone. Here's goes the list:
1. She receives calls  (land phone recues her here)
2. She makes calls     (         ditto          )
3. When she is out and somebody wants to reach her or she wants to reach someone ( friends phone number for really important people for really urgent calls could be an option or work phone can also help but it wouldn't be always very comfortable)
4. Sending and receiving messages (BO believes mobile phone is a very personal device and why are social networking sites for..!! Messages from all friends can be sent and received there)
5. Alarm (could use any other device)
6. Notes and record (could be maintained in her diary or laptop)
7. Entertainment (an ipod takes care of that)
Basically this is it! All the above things can be taken care of but, the thoughts are only needed to be put into action. What if I actually REALLY-REALLY miss it??? That's natural, but lets hope for the best. Fingers crossed..!!

o.O

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BO targets to upload 5 new same as usual, boring posts to her blog. Effort begins. Well BO is now miserably performing on her friends' count. Decrementing one after another with no vital mistake on her part.*Thinking* Other than that BO is remaining low-key, reason she hasn't figured out as yet. BO's temper level remains high these days. Her non-functional mobile display is the consequence of her previous statement. BO loved herself a lot but these days she's failing to do so. She cries frequently, remains at her den mostly, avoids calls and makes unsuccessful plans..!! *big sigh* There's no fairy or prince to rescue her. Unfair she thinks..!!* :( * Her latest observations have been giving her a bad time. She does not want to loose another friend or get into a fight. Playing it safe is the only option she guesses. ρ(sai) can't be bothered due to exams. Sat is maniacally watching OTH. *BO does ditto*  BO is ashamed though. BO hopes her decision is correct and low-key is the best option though she is not used to it. And updates on her 4wheeler skills, she's totally ruling it..!! *weak smile* BO hates to lie to herself. She has been ignoring her mind since exam. It's tiring, she can't do it anymore. Neither can she do anything to silent the voices in her mind. *SUGGEST THINGS 2 DO (to keep her occupied)* She is not anymore the same girl, does not speak her mind. Being politically correct is killing her like any slow poison. And dark circles and pimples absolutely free with it. She surprises herself with her extreme behavior these days. Not watching FIFA'10, reason OTH. But that has paused too. Can't figure out, how to be happy again. Wants to participate in public-speaking and stuff because she loves to win the audience or wants to fight a court case and win it coz she would love to that too. Guessing these are the two things she has figured which can make her happy. A lot of good gossip could also ease the pain or maybe a nice caring & loving boyfriend would help *BO in fantasy land* proof of her being a true Sagittarian. Kiddo is tormented. She can't choose one, but, finally she has narrowed down to +2 Sc. Those days of decision making were difficult. I blame few things on myself too. Like showing her the other side and judging her wrong, which helped confuse her more. BO needs a change of place. And I really wish CHUBBY gets committed to CHERRY. It'll really help my situation. People confuse romances in friendship to be love in the west. But here people in love confuse it to be friendship because of the societal pressure. *frown* BO should really ask her parents about some short tour or vacation or maybe she should concentrate on more important tasks of life. *Confused* Anyhow BO has to save herself from all of this and she is sure she will..!! *Promises herself*. BO listened to Owl City and loved it. Her favorite is "Hello Seattle". The song that best suites BO state right now is Every Part of Me -By Miley Cyrus. Catch it @ "ilisten2"..!!

Used & Useless

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Seniors were bid farewell by a small farewell party. Now, sach ka samna, we are getting old..!! The terror  the last semester bought with it is finally over *. There is a long gap until the next agonizing one begins. Figured out the rest was to be given to dear BRAIN immediately in the form of sleep. Spending the rest of the vacation would be just figured inside the sleepy head i.e. in my dreams. Days rolled by, Mr. Brain got the lost energy and enthusiasm back. FB and internet kept me occupied sometimes. Driving lesson helped me wake up early. *SHOUTS & CHEERS* Daily health issues helped me pass time plus unsuccessful plans made over phone with friends used some of my time. Watching ONE TREE HILL like a maniac consumed a lot of my precious time**. Now I feel completely useless because I waste so much time..!! Complaining when used too much and whining when useless, always have been an extremist. Learning the art of an average life will come with time. Thinking that posting into you would keep me thoughtful and occupied. Love ya…,

*P.S- It still gives me nightmares.

**   - I love both nathan & haley but I love nathan more, always and forever.