FMI (Figments of my imagination) ∀

Hi Again!

AM needs to explain her FMI that led to last post. Before she begins, she has questions for you. 

    - Did you watch The Fact Music Awards (TMA)?

    - Did you watch Jung Kook's closing speech at PTD online concert?

    - Did you watch Jung Kook cook a batch of dinner along side Min Yoongi?

Well, let AM explain. AM thinks at TMAs when everyone was making a speech towards the end, Jung Kook(JK) said about missing fans a lot, JK was actually addressing Tae Tae. Jin gave it away! So did Jimin he understood but didn't express until another question from one of the presenters. Jimin looked uncomfortable towards Jung Kook taking that question. AM's takeaway from here is to mark Jung Kook's words as mostly when is speaking about Army, JK slips in a message or two for Tae Tae.

AM believes Junk Kook's PTD closing speech was addressed to Tae Tae as well. AM translates the message to understand that JK is missing Tae Tae a lot already, can't wait for the concert to get over to be with Tae Tae asap. AM also feels JK trying to slip in that wherever Tae Tae might be, Jung Kook will make sure to be there somehow, and asked Taehyung to hang in there. When it was Tae Tae's turn to speak, JK said "Paali paali pogoshipda" meaning "hurry, I miss you". Jung Kook missed Tae having to separate on stage due to performance and placements. That's how much they love each other, they can't stand being away from each other even a bit.  JK mentioned about growing up and now being an adult. Well that's true! Now, we'll get less of JK and Tae chemistry on camera. The older they get, the wiser they get. AM's wish is that JK and Tae Tae are blissfully happy always in every lifetime. AM thinks to herself, if they aren't made for each other then who is?!

In Soop episode 3, Jung Kook says he is absolutely "beat" when Min Yoogi starts dinner prep. JK then voluntarily proceeds to make Suyuk -a soup based dish. AM imagines JK putting this effort for Tae Tae. The effort does melt AM's heart. AM also believes after cooking JK texted Tae Tae to come grab a bite before it's all gone. Tae rushes from game room leaving Jimin behind putting back the cellphone in pocket. 

Other FMI from Soop episode 3 are, it appears to AM that Jimin is distanced from members. Joonie trying to make Jimin feel comfortable. Hobi trying to catch Min Yoongi's attention. Distress between Hobi and Jimin regarding Yoongi's attention. AM believes that's the triangle -Hobi, Yoongi, Jimin, though not any more. After watching clips from PTD concert AM believes, Jimin is not that close with members including Yoogi, only obliging to completing work commitments well. Did anyone feel Yoogi trying to get Hobi's attention at the PTD online concert? This is something AM has been feeling. She is writing about it here as she has entered into "THINKING ALOUD" state of affairs. It is easy to decipher that this note is only a collection of figments of AM's imagination. 

AM hopes everyone is safe and okay. Good wishes and arigato.

Figments of my imagination~

When AM listened to Jung Kook's cover of Harry Styles' original Falling, she was blown away like the entire world right now. She kept thinking - why this song, what could be the reason, blah, blah! Well, it's a great song, a separation song, a sad song. Now thinking to herself - is Jung Kook sad, why is he sad, separation from who and why. With such questions on her mind, PM (let's start addressing my partner as PM) and AM listened to the cover a few more times since it is heavenly. It helped calm AM down and clear her thoughts. Linking it here for those who haven't yet discovered the gift of Junk Kook's singing prowess. (Video courtesy: BANGTANTV YouTube)

AM still can't help thinking about the pain in the voice from that cover. Her intuition tells her it's some sort of a separation that Jung Kook is sad about. When she looked into the timeline of things it wasn't difficult to figure Tae Tae is unwell, so couldn't perform in the PTD online concert. Thinking again to herself, did Tae Tae leave for treatment for the ailment, having had to leave Jung Kook alone. Since Jung Kook isn't able to bear the pain of separation, hence the cover? Historically, AM has observed Jung Kook covering songs of artists when going through painful experiences. Is it again a painful experience that made this cover happen? Or is it a preview of his solo career? Anyhow, the cover is worth listening on loop.

This is something AM has been feeling. She is writing about it here as she has entered into "THINKING ALOUD" state of affairs. It is easy to decipher that this note is only a collection of figments of AM's imagination. 

AM hopes everyone is safe and okay. Good wishes and arigato.

Coming back after my hiatus...

Since 2012, life for BO has changed with numerous experiences under her belt. From here on, I address myself as AM. To update with AM's life changes, she is now married to her partner since 2014, has relocated to a different geography, has had full-time jobs that had kept her very busy for the years since 2012, and is making time now for things she loves such as this blog. Reading through it now, she was motivated to start writing and documenting again. Her professional work related stuff may not be included here even though she spends most time in a day on it. She holds this space as personal one, something that she started having been inspired by a school friend. She will continue to write about her life, and everything she feels strongly about at the given time. She is into BTSs' music. She might write a lot about them. As usual, everything that she is passionate about might find a mention here -people, places, experiences, exercise, health, food, and fun. Here we go, again! 💣

AM hopes everyone is safe and okay. Good wishes and arigato.